thought I would revive this as it seems to be a hot topic.

Since my first post here, I feel like I have done a lot of growing up, even if I did not want to.

I still see my "friend" at the market every Saturday, and still believe there is a glimmer of attraction there, though innocent. He called here one day to ask about some gourds, and I actually got to talk to his wife which was such a relief.(I have not met her, remember she is the one with horrible MS.)

I feel so @@!!**%% grown up. I can allow a sexual attraction to be there, while at the same time know it is not going anywhere. How nice it is to still be attractive, to anyone.

My younger sister says, GO FOR IT< she is a bit of a sleezbag anyway lol...sorry sis..

Honestly I often think those days of moaning and groaning in the sack were over. Maybe not.

For now, there are gas or electric powered devices.