I'm here every night reading what you are all saying. I hope for the best for all of you. I will be starting a group here in Los Angeles. They didn't have an early onset group for me before when I needed it, so I can speak face to face, but now I will be going to a group for people that have lost their spouse within the last year. The place does this group with ages that are close. Finally. I have hope that this might help me get through the hell after the hell. I will let you all know. Thank you for being my family that understands. The last 10 months were alot easier because I had somewhere to go and vent. You never judged me, you just listened. What a wonderful place this is. I only hope this support group is half as good as this. Love you all
Wishing you the best Paula. May the Good Lord send some sunshine in your life. Several years ago I ask a friend how she was and she said things couldn't be better and that God had sent a lot of sunshine in her life. She had lost her husband at a young age and then had a son who was injured in a motorcycle accident and had gone through a lot of tough times. This statement made a big impression on me and I use it a lot. (Hugs)