I glanced at a picture of Jim and I this morning as I was getting dressed. It was taken on our 2nd date. We looked so young and healthy and oh so in love. It's only been 6 years, but it seems like yesterday. Then with that thought, I looked at a picture of my kids when they were little, wow those years flew by! Jim was dx'd in March, it seems like years ago. Time is dragging as I watch him decline, it is so painful. I know it will be over before I know it, but right now it is painful to watch him so unhappy. I want to grab my grandchildren and keep them babies. Keep them safe from the cruelties of life. Let them enjoy their childhood as long as possible. Sprinklers, popsicles, bicycles, fireflies, smores, snuggly blankets, cookies and milk, hugs and kisses from dirty faces and sticky hands. That's what I want for me as much as I do for them.
oh how sad I have been going through pics also where did that time go we were so young and yes in love, I have a granddaughter staying with me for a couple of days, boyfriend broke up with her and mom keeps yelling at her so she can`t handle it i am thankful my grandkids can come to me when they need to talk, i have helped many kids get through brake ups and things guess I must be a good listener, dh would always say go to mom,gramma or Gail she will get you through this to bad I can`t handle my own life,listen to my own reasoning,talk myself out of being sad , oh sorry got ott.