My husband has been in and out of some terrificly horrible behaviors toward me.......suddenly today, he's incredibly lucid in his conversation with me.....excited about coming home some time soon. I've felt like I've had a portion of my real man back today, even though he's been a bit confused (doesn't remember he lives on a farm for instance....is all excited about that.....good thing I know how to do everything myself and operate all the equipment). He's in such a good mood. Ii've been reading all kinds of posts on this board. I know there is someone who can identify with everything Ii'm going through. It's such a good feeling to have people I can bounce off of. John seems hypersexual lately, too. When I saw him last week, I had to keep directing his gaze up to my eyes when I talked to him.....all he wanted to talk about was sex.....guess I'll have to ask the doctor for the little blue pill so it's not a disappointing experience once again. He has been so "there" when I've talked to him today, he agreed to go into a nursing home near me if it got to be too much. Incredible. Hope this lasts for a while. I think they gave him somethhing at the nursing home to calm him down because I called yesturday to complain about how agitated and angry he seemed to be. Asked them to disconect his phone after 10pm, but they said it would be an infringement on his patient rights......okay. I just unplug my phone after 9pm. so I can sleep. Love, to all........Jen